school... i fear (rant + vent kinda i guess?)

ugh, i start school the 5th of january after being on christmas break, im so nervous for school to start back up again. my problem is i have not been able to sleep and id rather not be sleep deprived and get even farther behind than i already am. and i will be doing exams, getting my report card, and my birthday, all this month. its honestly so stressful and school hasent even started yet. its just my anxiety being so high and i cant sleep bc of it then school adding onto it idk what to do, it all feels like too much.