my condition

I have cancer. Specifically, cancer cells in my body. They found a lump and I got surgery for it. Apparently it's been growing since November 2024 and I didn't notice until it was big enough. You're probably asking, "But Amzi, why are you telling us this just now?" Well I also made this account today :b

I got surgery in November of 2025. Those recovery days were just HELL. But we got through it and now here we are. I'm currently on chemo, these days I'm recovering before my second session. I have 6 rounds of chemo, and my last one is in April.

I'd be lying if I said I don't feel absolutely GUTTED. I hate that I can't do much stuff and eat the food I like because of this cancer. My mom had cancer before she passed away when I was 7. But I'm not saying this to pity myself, no, rather, I'm here to say I can get through this. I know God is testing me, and I might not be his strongest soldier, but nothing's impossible with God.

I rely heavily on my faith and I can feel that God's always with me, but even if I have my doubts, I try to sort them out, and still continue to believe in Him.

The good news is it's not life threatening. At the same time I'm praying it won't progress into something deadly. I'm thankful that I still have a really big chance.

I can only control so much. It's in God's hands now.