Hi everyone!!!!! this is my first public blog, and i just wanted to talk about how was my year

Im really sad rn, it is almost 12AM and that means a new year...Am i happy? Nah, is just more time having to be living and really sad.

I lost my friends, my sister can be such an asshole when she wants to, my dad is the worst man ive ever met and the love of my life is no longer close to me

He is just in another grade, and i dont have a problem with him having girl friends, but i know he can be interested in those, and well...im here stuck in a grade i want to fu-king leave

the school i am is suuuuuper bad, i get bullied by everything!!!!!! im not a lame person....but most girls @ my school are straight up mean, especially M.A and her group of puppies that are tamed by her...And shes the daughter of a damn teacher!!!! she gotta be more careful with the way she is.

overall, im happy this year ended and i truly think that 2026 could be a good year 4 me.

Now I will be talking about how i dont have any friends!!!! remember im just venting here, i dont want to get h8 or anything like that...

WHY NOT??

Lets start....

I could be considered attractive, but that doesnt make you have any friends!!!! it is totally the other way around, it makes it even harder, because many fake girls will want to be hanging out with you, and then talk shit about u :(((

When I used to be a weird kid, (Im still a weird one, its just that i realized that when you are "normal", you wont be bullied) i used to have a small group of true friends, when terms like "pick me" or "cringe" werent used as much as they do now. I used to hang out with boys and it was completely fine!!!!!

People @ my school are immature, they really be complaining about anything and then be bullying you, thats why many bullies exist...cause they dont want to be bullied!!!!!! but it truly gets to a point that i wonder if i will ever find someone cool to hang out with IRL...