stranger things last episode

Honestly if I'm gonna be completely honest that ending was really good but also didn't make any sense because I remember on of the actors saying the painting was going to be explained and no explanation first of all what the heck I wanted an explanation and got none what the frick is that sorry for my language what the hell that's complete bull crap and then the epilogue bf that's also bull crap I expected something better maybe byler but I knew that it was already done in  volume two but I still hoped and dreamed and sometimes dreaming isn't worth it and this showed it really did show that they didn't listen to the fans and look at all the theories I saw and was like wait thats good but I had that gut feeling that it wasn't going to happen and the thing is I'm a multi shipper and when I saw mileven I was happy I'm going to be honest with how I much I also like byler I didn't want him to get an epilogue bf and honestly I have a lot of feelings that I cant describe in words and while writing this I'm shaking a little and on the verge of tears because that little girl in me who was in love with my best friend and knew she didn't love her back is coming back to me and I feel like shit I cant express my sadness in words because I really hoped the Duffers would make a difference in the TV show and show that it can happen but it didn't but I guess m also glad that eleven is alive and okay because I didn't want her to die also what confuses me is what about the four deaths only three people died unless eleven did die and she was the fourth death and what mike said was just him lying but I mean I don't know everything felt confusing and also what happened with Vickie and Robin where was she and if I remember correctly Robin said something about partners which kinda gave me I don't know bout you guys gave me an implication they broke up because they didn't work out but I don't know if any one sees this and has answers maybe it will help if you enlighten me with them cause I take a little time to take things in and I always feel peculiar about stuff and ask too many questions I think I may be doing that right now but what harms with asking questions right and I mean I probably have other stuff I wanna talk about but just don't know how to put it into words other than that I'll see you guys later alligators ;-; (also sorry if I have bad spelling I'm pretty sure I'm illiterate or something like that :p)