I feel lonely…

Idk why but I’m starting to feel lonely. I never really had any friends, but that never really ever bothered me yk? I was always just fine, i mean i had hobbies and stuff and i played online games so i did socialize with people. But now it’s starting to hit, and idk how to feel about any of this. Like i genuinely want friends but it’s hard to make any irl when you’re homeschooled and your parents don’t let you out unless you’re going with a family member. I just want to be able to talk to someone everyday, have them put up with all my yapping and special interests, and maybe eventually find a relationship.

I feel like I’m just being dramatic over this and maybe it isn’t actually that bad and that I’m just some stupid teenager………