I can't sleep

Is new year and I feel is gonna be worse than the last one , btw that's my first actually post and I can't sleep really (sorry if I do some mistakes English is not my first language)

Btw today was so strange I helped a girl who was struggling like The context was that she wrote in a game that I play 24/7. Okay I forgot what I was going to type.....

Oh yeah so she typed sm sad like she wanted a hug like as she wanted to end it all 

I didn't feel pity but I felt I wanted to text her cuz I felt like she didn't deserve to feel that way but as I said it wasn't pity

So we were talking and then she said I was an angel .but like only cuz I was listening to her

I don't get why cuz I think being polite is the most basic human thing ...like I don't say we have to be all good and angelic and other sh8y

But like isn't normal to want to help someone or like just making sure they're okay 

Still I don't know why I did it but I hope she's okay 

I hope I can sleep now cuz I'm seeing things 🥺