Happy new year [photo + cheesy ramble]

I hope it will get better, I dont know when I started dreading new year and birthdays, and have an obsession with changing to the point of being emberrased of things I did last week, but in the end, I spent new year same way as the last one, listening to car seat headrest after realizing how much I hate mainstream music on the radio, with my broken party lamp what doesn't spin anymore which I also lost remote to, and a non alcoholic champagne, I'm still grateful that I even managed to see this year. I hope see all my friends next year too, lets have good year