My dear friends

with a new beginning, new goals, and also a new year, I wish you happiness in our last week of December. I was planning what to do this year, even though 2025 was not good for me. I chose society and other people’s wishes, and I was disappointed. I put effort into things that were not meant for me—things I never dreamed of or planned for. In the end, I discovered that I wasn’t being myself.

Even though I was disappointed by something related to my family, I’m not upset with them; I was upset for myself and my future. Yes, I’m somewhat at the beginning again, back to that page where I don’t know what to do or where to start. But the decision I made for myself is to be me, not anyone else.

I hope you always choose yourselves—not for any reason, but for yourselves. One of my decisions is to study abroad. I don’t know where to start, but I will choose it again. I want to focus on myself, have a reliable source of income, and also focus on sports.