Quick rant

So i'm someone who tend's to get into pretty shit relationships, that's something I recognise and am trying to fix. That's not my issue right now. My last boyfriend was a close friend of mine (i know, i know). We're still good friends, the breakup was mutual. He's not a bad person, and hes not a bad friend, he's just not cut out to be in a relationship and probably won't be for a loooong time. Though I'll never tell him I think this. 

Anyway, the reason I'm kinda upset rn is because he's been disappointing me lately. I recently found out that shortly after we broke up, an unlisted number called him and claimed that I was cheating on him. This was easily four months ago. And he I only recently found out because he mentioned it as an anecdote while telling another story. I interrupted and asked what the hell he was talking about, and he just brushed it off. It upset me, it was kinda shitty to not tell me but I can think of a couple valid reasons why he wouldn't, and life has a way of getting in the way so I just let it go. But yesterday I found out he didn't even know any of my favorite colors. never mind the fact that we dated for a while and that's just something you're supposed to know about your partner, but we've been friends for over a year, and we used to spend like every day together. 

I guess I'm just realizing he never really cared that much.

I'm being a bit dramatic but I just want to get this out of my system before I see him today.

Don't get me wrong, he's a good guy, he just has a lot on his plate and not enough room in his head for anyone other than himself. That's fine.

Anyway here's my breakfast for today :P

Strawberries, pomegranate seeds, and chocolate chips :3