PASSING BY

someone i know, (waves at you nikon) asked me about new years resolutions. if i had any, particularly 

i always found such a thing silly? what difference does it make that i set a goal on the start of a year? get to the goal NOW!

our time is a limited resource that we spend everyday with a balance that we don't know the amount of. why waste more of it for a goal that wasn't any more achievable because of the wait?

the spectacle, if anything, screws ya over. you think this'll "be the one" then, damn, something sets you back a bit and your bummed out. really bummed out if you're like me, and respond poorly to failure.

like i told her, who i am is a project. a constant one that even on the day i inevitably die, wont be complete. i seek to make it better, much better, happier if i can, and all around as complete as i CAN make it.

your death isnt getting any farther away so lets not face that like cowards but like heroes for lives that can be unnecessarily difficult.