New year 2026

yayyyy new year is coming........(i have no excitement)

As new year is tomorrow, many people are gonna celebrate, including me ofc but,

While other pople are gonna be happy and joyful, Is anyone having existential crisis like me? Like another year is gone, And I have did....nothing?

A whole year,

Wasted,

Wasted because of procrastination,

Well I genuinely wanna do something in 2026, So to all my people who are on the same page, Lets promise ourselves that we will make our lives better in 2026,

I js woke 30 minutes ago, So ima go and make a checklist for today, The things I have to do today, before this year ends, like finally cleaning and organising my table (for context it looks like ww3 took place there🙏🏻), making a vision board (despite the fact I don't really believe the concept of it, having a little plan of what to look forward to in 2026 would be nice and making a vision board is anyways better than doom scrolling so why not), go outside and run for an hour (I have been meaning to do it months ago but never really did, I can't leave 2025 behind without completing this aim of mine), Making a journal of what I'm looking forward to do in 2026, basically stuff like this will be in the checklist

Then at 12am ima celebrate new year ofc, And say goodbye to this shitty, fever dream, comforting, confusing, weird,  nostalgic, nightmarish year forever

2025 was probably the most confusing year of my life, From constantly losing my mind and going insane to having the best time of my life, I'll never forget this year, Lost some of my favorite people, and met so many amazing souls, met the friends of my life

Honestly, I'll try my best to be a better person in 2026 but also try to live for myself and not js totally burry myself for the comfort of others, So many things to do, So many things to yap about, So much less time

So goodbye yall, Wish the best for you, See yall next yearrr!!