🪽˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚♰𖦹new year new year𖦹♰🪽˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚

I never really believed in the importance of the new year. I don't think it's important to, either. but I'd still like to participate. 

for one thing, i'd like to feel better about myself in general. I think my biggest flaw is how I sometime treat my friends, like making a mean joke or being annoying for no reason. this is something I don't understand why I do but i'm trying to be more aware of it and change, because I love my friends. maybe something else is causing me to feel the need to seem intimidating or something. 

1. act normal 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

forget the horrors.

2. get part of my driver's license done

3. get a job :(

i need money ... this is so tragic... even white boys with more than just a little bit of swag fall victim to the economy... 

4. get some piercings!!! 

i've always been scared but i need need need some eyebrow piercings. but it'll have to be around my birthday, since again, no money...

5. write more music

lyrics, melodies, chords, bass lines, whatever. 

6. experiment with appearance more (piercings, hairstyles, clothes, etc...) 

i need to grow out my hair so baaaaad and get a cheeky lil side part... and need piercings... need new jeans....

7. minimum 80percents in school </3

whose kid is this someone pick him up... 

8. read almost daily 

this seems easy but its not !! 

9. i want to think of ten things 

10. but i don't have to i guess

well anyways!!! i'm not gonna make myself feel bad when some of these things are more challenging. i understand that easy things can turn evil when I'm sad. 

i hope everyone had a good year ! i think i did. there was a reasonable balance between evil things and nice things. there has to be balance in everything!! 

happy new year !! 🪽˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚