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I would say that maybe for almost half of my life i've had this sort of strong alone feeling especially more strongly now than ever I mean sure I have some friends but I can't help but feel such a strong envy towards people who have so many friends both online or irl I would say I look at my social media in the hopes someone texts me but in truth it never happens.
I know that maybe I have to be more open or to put myself out there but I really struggle to do that since I have a pretty big anxiety when it comes to being open about myself so I would mostly rather have friends online than irl and I know that some people who DO have a lot of friends will say that It is exhausting in some form of way but honestly? I wouldn't mind that I wish I could HAVE that problem but anywho enough sad ranting I am posting this in the hopes that someone can yk feel the same way and hopefully become friends with me?
hopefully who ever decides to be my friend please leave me your user of insta in the comments so I can add you ^^
"May I be forgiven for what I slowly become"- unknown
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de4d_RebL(chainsaw)
same for like a yr ago i had felt the exact same way, still i didint end up making more friend but idk how the feeling eventualy passed, yeah i still barely have any friends but (this is gonna sound mega corny but wtv) ig ive like made peace w the fact that theres no way i can make more frie ds the way i am
its okay vro WE will be like this for awhile
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i go to highschool next year so im PRAYING that i make at least like 3 or 4 new friends
by de4d_RebL(chainsaw); ; Report
XEROX
Having more friends won't make you less lonely
I have a lot of friends outside (not much online anymore) and since a lot of them you aren't connected to you can still feel detached