just talking about this year

2025 is a pretty number. though it wasn't revolutionary or anyhow special to the world. wars are a common thing now, global economic inflation is going higher higher and seems like people only see potential in buying and selling things... it is sad.

aside from real world and everything I hear about it, it's been a great year for me!

this year I somehow recovered from my depressive episode just by accepting myself and my interest. I do think Brawl Stars helped me a lot because I have memories with it before this depressive episode (that lasted about 4 years!). sure, maybe the game's not doing well at its current moment(looking at you buffies), but it genially brings me happiness and inspiration for my drawings. although I totally didn't predict becoming obsessed with Ziggy and Chuck LOL they're just so cool for F-tier brawlers.

as I talk about supercell games, I want to mention that I'm a bit into clash universe too. well how a bit? pretty much A LOT into it. I started drawing goblins everywhere because of it!!!I started drawing every character from because I am in love with all their designs, especially Archer Queen(oh god I could talk about her for hours!)

deltarune? PEAKED. I enjoyed every single bit of 3&4 chapters and can't wait to see 5th one!(even now I listen to the ost) I am still kind of disappointed how 2nd chapter is literally FREE, I would've given it another 1000 rubles if I could! Queen deserves to be nominated as the best character in game!

friends?...I dont know if I got anyone new... a guy I'm close with recently asked for my discord and I'm kinda nervous lol what if he's into me... 0_0 not that I don't like him! I just don't want to become more than buddies with him.

I think I've improved a lot in drawing since 2019, this year shows how I started taking face and bodies proportions seriously and moved to semi-realism/realism style. my passions has grown bigger with the rise of AI situation, because no one can disrespect human art. it just seems to be misused heavily by mankind.

overall it was nice to live through another year of my stupid lonely life. 

I don't plan a lot of stuff for my next year, but I do hope my happiness will continue longer than my depression.

thank you for reading <3