new year, old me?

hello internet, it has been a little while since i have posted a blog but here we are, on one of the last days of 2025. can you believe it? i can not. this year has felt so short and yet so long at the same time. i feel like i was a completely different person at the start of 2025 but ultimately, this is just how i feel every single year lately. i do expect myself to change but it somehow always comes when i least expect it and how i least expect it. therefore, i wonder what 2026 will bring me. will i be a new person by the end of that year or will i stop drastically changing, as i am an adult already? does change even ever stop? i doubt so but honestly, i cannot imagine what could happen in 2026. it will be my last full year as a teenager so...i just hope that i will enjoy it. whatever change may come, a part of my current self should definetely still remain!!! i am pretty much happy with myself and my interests right now :) (and ofc i should keep watching dan and phil in 2026)