Totally ready for the new year

2025 has been extremely rough on me. So much happened, and it would take too long to dig into it. Maybe I will do it someday. All I can say, is that my childhood wasn't the best. I've cut contact with my mom in 2024 and kept the contact with my dad, whom I decided to also cut contact with in October this year. But since he knows what he did wrong (not like my mom who never thinks anything is her fault) I will not be cutting contact forever, but until he got better. He and my mom are getting a divorce, and even tho she has been using him, he still is attached to her. 

Plus, work has gotten really stressful towards the end of the year. I felt like I was going a step back with my mental health. I'm so lucky to have my fiancé, since he is always there for me. He helped me through all times. But like all couples do, we too had a rough time. But no matter how stressed or upset one of us was, we never went to bed without talking and getting through it. That's our rule. If we have a fight, no bedtime until we talk. 

I'm just so happy that this year's is going to end. I think this was one of the hardest years I've ever had. I have high hopes for the next year.