nothing like loving you - amerie

this is the first song i'll be putting here:)) i listen to this song every time i walk home from school back in 9th grade, when our schedules changed to morning classes because of the heat. so, we would go home at around... i guess 12pm? i forgot. i always choose to walk home after school and endure the heat from the sun instead of waiting for a jeep just because i don't have enough patience. besides, i also get to pass by that one area near tenement which i really like for some reason. 

anyway, i discovered this song through that one subliminal i searched for before. idk why i even have to use subliminals when i've always doubted them and felt like they don't even work on me, but whatever. when you care deeply about someone, sometimes logic just dissapears, right? and then you'd rely more on hope. i think i was using that to make someone wanna stay with me forever but funny enough, it did the opposite. she stopped sending me letters and we moved on like nothing happened. that lasted for like 2 years? and then we're back to talking now. wow. i guess i just got too obsessed with that one girl who kept sending me letters back then. 

still, when i listen to this song, i remember those days. those memories from 2 years ago is kind of tied to this song. this is the first song that reminded me of her.