Can't sleep (2) so thinking about my sexuality

And how I probably will never come to terms with it. I've know I'm aroace for years now. And yet it doesn't help one bit with accepting it.

So LAME!!! But no, srs now. It's actually eating me up. Pushes my mind in weird directions which I won't talk about here cuz , y'know, NSFW, but yeah.

I just wish everything was easier.

Whatever gender I am, I don't care. I know I'm masc and that's really all I need to know in that department. I'm easily accepting myself as trans.

But sexuality? That's not easy to accept. It's so surreal.

Anyway, probably my last blog for awhile. I don't want to spam.