"I dont want to die" - Syn

Oct/06/2025

12:02 am

I don't want to die
I don't know exactly how to say it
I want to be able to feel nothingness
I want everything to go away
I tell myself it's just stress from school and that other people have it worse
Yet it still feels like nothing is ever enough
I want to able to breathe peacefully
I want to be able to close my eyes and not have to open them again.
Yet i can't
Is that ironic, in some way?
To wish to breathe yet not live?

I don't want to kill myself.

-SYN

*DISCLAIMER: This is not meant to promote $u1c1de in any form of way despite the title! I only try to offer a poetic view in my way of seeing my life! If you have any sort of negative thoughts that imply the opposite of the title please seek help, remember you are not alone no matter how things may seem.