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i don't know how to stop getting emotionally attached, i know what i have to do, i know how i should feel, so why do i feel so sad when he takes a long time to reply? i mean, even when i'm busy. He won't even bother to let me know he will take his time, and that tickles my brain, in a bad way, he feels distant and closed, even when i tell him i feel down or sad, he won't ask why or try to help, he'd just reply my texts, am i the one being emotionally immature? am i not allowed to talk about how i feel? should i just take 3-5 hours to reply like he does and just accept this is all i'll ever get trying to love? or should i keep on humiliating myself like i always do to then feel like shit, god damn i just want to be happy with him, i just want him and I to be happy together, is teenagers romance fake? ruined? i'll ask him if we can see each other at my place tomorrow.
man, i sent the last text 15:29 and his last time online was 18:27 xD, it's currently 18:42, i've been distracted with things and stuff since i sent that text, but i can't take this anymore
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maciel
talk to him about this... say its been killing you and you wanna understand what made him take so long
in the meantime try getting busy with other things to distract yourself from waiting for his replies
he finally replied, he said he was at a friends place, still, he could've told me, but im too much of an idiot and js told him it was okay, i'll make sure to talk it with him before its too late
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stop blaming yourself and take your time, okay?
by maciel; ; Report
thank you, i will
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jay.jpg
RUN hes no good !!!!!!!!!!
i should, i really should, but he feels and acts so sweet in person, i'm really an idiot xd
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