— Is this normal in others? (I'm afraid of my church)—

;;— Okay, so, I study at a high school that's super strict and religious, it even has a church, but I'M scared of that church and sometimes even the school itself, but I can't leave because they offer a good education and I have several... "friends" so to speak, and I'm not going to leave them because it was hard to make them. 

;;—"But, Ashes-Duxi!, how would you say that if your high school is private and of good quality?"

;;— That's a good question, dear reader, let me answer it from my point of view <3

;;— We go to church sometimes, but I hate those times, they force us to sing, pray too many times, and even go in front of more than 300 people to do a dynamic, if you lose, the ones from your classroom will scold you when they get to the classroom.

;;— In church they've told us things that...have made several of us feel uncomfortable-

;;— "Polyamorous couples just want s3x and to sleep with people as an excuse!!, and what is this Non-binary and Gender fluid thing?, it's what people invent to escape from God!, the LGBT community does not follow God or his commandments, but according to the bible, only those of the opposite gender can be attracted!, because otherwise it would be considered a serious sin"

;;— We have also been told that we are ungrateful just because we don't go through what the pastors went through (they had a hard life)

;;— What the church doesn't know is that 18 percent of its students are from the trans/lgbt community, Scaring them and causing them to remain silent with everyone about their identities (sorry if I write bad) 

;;— I also remember that several years ago, when I was about 10 or 9 years old, THE SCHOOL TRIED TO PUT ME UNDER ARREST, JUST BECAUSE I TOLD AN AUTISTIC GIRL THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO BE HER FRIEND. 

;;— And because of that attempted arrest, I WAS SEPARATED FROM MY MOST SIGNIFICANT FRIENDS, FORBIDDEN FROM SEEING OR TALKING TO THEM BECAUSE MY FRIEND HAD TO TAKE THE BLAME SO I WOULDN'T GO TO JAIL. (thank you so much Morgan,you are the best person ever 3;) 

;;— And as I was, well, I'm still a hypersensitive person, the stress of the situation led me to self-harm for several months, since those friends were the ones who calmed me down and took care of me, because I wasn't eating, I was always tired, I had suicidal thoughts, etc...

;;— And let's not leave out my HIGH SCHOOL, WHAT DO YOU THINK? THAT THE PROBLEM WAS ONLY THE CHURCH?? PFFF HAHAHAHAH-

;;— My high school teachers are classist, transphobic, and homophobic, they don't care how you act, it's your fault.

;;—They force religion into EVERYTHING, and they also apply the "one pays for all" mentality, making things more difficult. Sometimes I have 4 exams a day and other times I have 2

;;— They may also shout loudly and scold you, humiliating you in front of everyone

;;— Thank goodness I don't S-H anymore and I meet up with my friends in secret (it's still forbidden), but, could I ask you a question? dear reader?

Am I an exaggerator or maybe I have a point?

Because I don't know:(