rant kinda?

HOLY SHIT LIFE IS SO AWESOME!! I GOT EXTENSIONS AND TEMP HAIR DYE AND NOW I CAN HAVE BLUE AND PURPLE HAIRR ANDNNDND MMM I REWATCHED ARCANE AGAINN AAAA I WANNA COSPLAY VI SO BADDD LIKE SHES SO KEWL AND LIKE IDK MAN my intestines hurt tho idk why like i got sm infection smth and now it feels like bl@des in my whole body and mmm year ends in like 2 days but holy moly i dont even remember this year starting like weird year man, i wanna get piercings like alot, i think im gnna get a helix in 2-3 years which is AWESOME AND THEN IM GONNA GET AN INDUSTRIAL WHICH IS MORE AWESOMENESS but i miss my friends tho like these 2 friends in particular like they both stopped talking to me and one even blocked me for a bit and idk, i feel like year by year im getting more sapphic like i dont even really think of guys anymore but honestly i feel like im more pansexual than bisexual like idek man this is so weird , this year was so confusing like so SO CONFUSING LIKE GIRL ITS SO CONFUSING SMTIMES TO BE A GIRL (charli xcx ref :p) everyone is telling me to watch strangers things but honestly i cant really find the time to (im unemployed and do nothing all day but still) its js emotional burnout kinda? might as well get a urn for me if it keeps going on like that lol

SNAP IS SO ASS NOW AAAA I DELETED MY SNAP anyways i miss my old friendgroup like theyre such assholes now but like still ALSO YESTERDAY I SAW THIS GUY WHO'S IN MY SCHOOL IN LIKE THIS LITTLE SHOP NEAR MY HOUSE WITH HIS FRIENDS AND IT WAS SO WEIRD LIKE THEY WERE JS STARING AT ME AND ALSO THIS HAPPENED AT THE SAME DAY THAT I WORE THIS REALLY CUTE YELLOW AND RED FLOWER SWEATER like dont get me wrong, its a really cute sweater but color does not look good on me so i felt like a horse who started rapping helios rap remix in medieval times mmm anyways this year finally ends !! ^^