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my boyfriend wants me to be his therapist (or smth)

Guys I genuinely need your help!!

Ive been together with this guy (lets call him X) for a while now and I can't do this anymore... don't get me wrong I do love him... smh...

In our first 3 months of dating he's been straight up lying abt who he is. Then he had a MAJOR breakdown and I realized he needs psychological help. I'm not kidding y'all it's really bad.... Ive got him there,... glad abt it fr, but the thing is that no matter what I do, he keeps questioning me and makes everything what I say about himself. Iam sooo going crazy y'all. 

Yesterday he was on the balcony smoking a cig and talking with his friend on the phone and I went out to ask him wsp. He said "I'm on the phone" so I said "alrighttt bet" and went inside closing the door behind me. Now let me tell you... THE WHOLE DAY went by with him acting weird towards me and when I asked him wsp he went on a walk just to ignore me. At 00:40 am when we were laying in bed cuz I had to get up at 5am he told me finally. He said he didn't understand why I closed the door behind me when I went inside after asking him abt the phone call.... like bruh. He's been doing shit like that nonstop and if I don't help he's gonna run away and do smth bad to himself. 

I love him y'all he's been great for first months but this is too much... considering the fact I JUST moved 4h away from my childhood home and iam currently writing my first essay for Uni.... AND iam also not mentally stable likeeeeee IAM STRESSINGGGG


The problem is iam scared of leaving him. Normally I would cuz iam genuinely a really independent person! It's just that he was the first person after the loml x-x that I could genuinely think of living my life with. That till death type shit yk. I never even THOUGHT I'll experience that ever again. I can't loose this but iam also too weak to keep this up. 

WTF should I do please help meeeeee!!!!


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damn you should tell him all that


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