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Uhm a little depressing of a first blog but some things have been weighing on me and I don’t know if I’m valid for these feelings. First of all I should give a little backstory, my ex (ftm) and I (m) broke up a while back and we had some drama because he had told his friends I was a rapist although he’s the one who pressured me into having relations with him. It’s making me think that maybe I was the problem, maybe I should’ve made it more known I was uncomfortable I just don’t know anymore. I got a little side tracked but that’s one of the feelings I’ve been having, the others are hatred and jealousy. I hate seeing him being able to smile at school and I’m jealous he can be so happy after what he did to me.
Anywho, sorry for a trauma dump of sorts as a first blog thingy. (IF YOU DON’T LIKE THE TRAUMA DUMP DON’T HARASS ME JUST CLICK OFF(I also don’t know how good my grammar is in this cause I’m sleep deprived rn))
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lobotomy
im sorry you had to go through that.
dont listen to anything that your ex is saying about you, him lying about rape already says enough about the kind of person he is.
I'd recommend telling an adult (teacher, parent, etc) you trust about what he's been saying and im sure they'd be able to get the situation settled. ik it's hard to talk and open up about these things, but telling someone can sometimes be the best way to end a situation like this.
you are soso strong and you can get through this xx