Abandon Emo Girl

There is a girl who has been emo all her life and she has been abandon all her life and she feel like she has no one in her circle and she falls into deep depression and when she needed someone they were alway never there for her when she needed them the most they just leave  her there to suffer in pain everyday. She used to do self harm for years and has stopped doin that but she now regrets it now . She used to do Substnaces which no one has never new ever . She used whatever to advoid the pain and she kept this secert for years . shes been clean for 12 years . Sometimes she wants to find this substance and relpase and not care anymore . She just she wants to ruin herself like she did before . She is in so much pain and no one cant really see it . She hates threapy and when she doesnt like it and she tells some lies to her therapist . Watch she might slip up and who knows ...IF ANY ONE FOUND OUT THAT SHE WANTS TO DO THAT AGAIN . PPL THOUGHT SHE WAS ON IT WHEN SHE LIVED WITH HER ABUSIVE EX FIANCE AND WELL SHE WAS . NOW THEMORE SHETHINKS ABOUT IT . MAYBE SHE MIGHT TAKIGN UP DRINKING AND MAYBE HER EX SHE LIVES WITH NOW MAYBE CARE ABOUT HER MORE . FUCK YOU ALL FOR HURTING ME !!!!!!!