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I had many things happen ever since making my last blog post here around 7 months ago. I finally took that college entrance exam and started studying Japanese like i hoped for. I had to move away for college and somehow settled into the city I'm at now.
I made so many precious memories in college already.
Never throughout my life did i ever feel like i belonged somewhere this much, i have shared interests with almost everyone in my grade. I realized that I wasn't bad at socializing, i just needed more likeminded people to talk to.
I love studying Japanese, it's what I wanted to do ever since 8th grade and now that I'm free from math and physics i can actually focus and properly study what I want to!
Everything makes me realize just how much of a toll high school had on me with the academic stress. It was a bad loop of me struggling and getting affected mentally, I'm so happy to finally be out of that mindset.
I'm enjoying life like I never have before. I finally got to cosplay for the first time in my life, celebrated halloween for the first time, made a boyfriend, attended a christmas event with my friends and sang vocaloid songs and anime openings until my voice gave out.
I love living life sometimes, it's something you don't think about often but I couldn't have been more grateful to be where I am now. I don't hate myself anymore and life is great.
I might've jumped from topic to topic but I just wanted to yap about stuff. Don't give up, its worth it!!!!
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Birbguy
Age 18-25 is a very interesting time for people. Old enough that you are not under the rule of your parents but young enough to not have the pressures having typical responsibilties.
I had probably the most fun around that time. I would not trade it back for what I have now but I would not be lying if that part of my life was a blast.