Jirai Rants

https://photos.app.goo.gl/GoJqpZjy4YZbVEKf7 (picture of me cuz it won't show up lolz)

I literally have only one coord and I got a subcul jacket for Christmas, and with Christmas money I'm buying another coord (thank god).

I feel like I'm totally not jirai enough even though I put a lot of effort into my jirai kei appearance (when I actually dress up like it) and I even edit my photos to look more jirai kei.