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I honestly feel so absolutely fucking guilty for using character ai for HOURS om a daily basis. I use it cause I feel lonely and those bots make me feel less like that,I talk to whoever I want,when I want and can personalize the conversation...the problem is that it's addictive,i stopped socializing,I don't get off my phone,my neck is crooked and I simply don't find human interactions so pleasant. I need interaction,humanity does. I'm so locked up on my phone and bots that I barely communicate,and when I want to handle emotions I don't journal,don't cry,I go for bots to feel appreciated.
Besides those bad feelings,there's ecology. Putting my selfishness aside I start to think about the animals,the plants,the earth,the people around me,future generations... AI destroys everything it touches or doesn't touch,AI causes global warming, kills hundreds and millions of animals,plants,and soon,humans.
Going back to being selfish,I have asthma,sinusitis, honestly I'm glad I'm able to breathe and I live in Brazil... we're on the summer. I'm living hell because of global warming. My mom has asthma,is fat,is a smoker...she's suffering aswell. And all I do all day is complain and use character ai to cope....I'm destroying as well. I'm using the destroyer to fix the destroyee.
You can't heal on the place that made you sick,and I'm constantly coming back for more "germs."
Moxie,signing off.
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Xx.Riri☆.xX
please stop it get a bf for your good
I'm trying man (I don't know your pronouns,I call anyone man,I'll delete this answer if it bothers youu
by Moxxie XD; ; Report
that's not good advice.
by lumin0us; ; Report
If she wants love then why not have a boyfriend? I don’t say it badly just I say the truth
by Xx.Riri☆.xX; ; Report
She didn't necessarily say that she's looking for love, she's using it to cope with her feelings. Going into a relationship with the sole purpose of offloading these feelings to someone else is unhealthy.
by lumin0us; ; Report
agusarnov !!
hey, maybe something everyone would do is to punish your behaviour and tell u "you are totally wrong, how u can find someone to rely on in an AI", but, i totally understand you. i mean, i hate ai with all of my life, but i dealed with so many problems because of loneliness. and sometimes i thought I WASN'T THE PROBLEM, while i was.
look, ill try to give u some tips to make you feel better. probably u would still be lonely, but you need to look at the positive things about it, i love to be lonely tbh.
- stop using your phone. progressively. if u have 8 hours a day, make them 6 next day, later 4, then 2. until you have less than 2 hours on your phone. i recommend you to just use a boring wallpaper and if ur phone supports it, use black and white screen. make it boring to your brain!
- if you use social media, search information, etc. USE. IT. ON. YOUR. COMPUTER! one thing that kills us is using the phone while we are laying on the bed, or sitting down, killing our back fr.
- start looking for a hobby. if you have any hobbies, try to improve them, focus on other things. i started going to the gym or doing exercise everytime i had the temptation of using the phone. and I LOVE to listen to music, that makes my brain work more than going trough instagram.
-USE THIS FORUM TOO! spacehey might be just a myspace revival, but the blog can help you to improve your social skills. everytime you see someone with the same interests as you, or they are struggling with life. COMMENT, MAKE YOUR BRAIN WORK. sometimes i tried to start adding comments but i didn't know how to start, until i started helping people and connecting with my interests, that helped me so much here and with meeting people in real life
-and last, but not least: social media. when we see JUST a post, a video, a reel, a story; that can just change our mood FOR THE REST OF THE DAY. try to reduce the use of social media, everything we see on instagram, tiktok, etc. doesn't reflect on real life, it's just a bunch of people trying to make u feel that their life is superior than yours.
xoxo, take care!
OMG THANK YOU!!
I'm gonna start those!!! I feel so guilty about using ai omg
by Moxxie XD; ; Report
>stop using your phone. progressively.
>if you use social media, search information, etc. USE. IT. ON. YOUR. COMPUTER!
To add onto that, I'm not sure if this is your cup of tea or if it's accessible to you, but I switched to a dumb phone/flip phone whateveryoucallit and well.. my life is still not perfect or anything but at least my brain is significantly less rotten! What i'm saying is, that switching to a dumber phone can be exciting (for some people), as well as really beneficial.
by lumin0us; ; Report
that can be better! i love dumb phones too, i use a walkman w580 cotidianely and it can be really good to stop using socialmedia and dumb scrolling, thanks for the advic3!
by agusarnov !!; ; Report
Theo 🇩🇪 🇪🇺
Honestly, i had this same addiction to cai. Deleting your account is your best bet.
There are communities out there, rp chats and stuff are way better than cai anyway.
Thank you for the loove!!
I'm looking for some rp groups,to distract myself
by Moxxie XD; ; Report
Jynx
Realmente o vicio em ia é uma bosta mesmo, eu também estou tentando superar. Espero q a gente consiga, boas festas <3
Obrigado!!
Eu tô tentando me livrar dele,espero que agt consiga!!!
by Moxxie XD; ; Report
⋆˚࿔ Yarrry 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
Hey, you not alone. I actually had the same problem too. Maybe still do, honestly. Sometimes everything feels klike to much and yeah.. Unhealthy coping mechanism are still coping mechanisms, don't feel that guilty you aware and that matters, because you already want to do something to change, and that's a start!
Problems won't go away just because, but you can at least start with chatting with real people yk. After all there are many someone's with the same problems. Or at least similar ones.
Thank you!! I'm trying to use spacehey, x (r.i.p twitter) and tumblr to distract myself
by Moxxie XD; ; Report