End of twenty twenty one

I haven't updated here in the blogs since October. Although I didn't intentionally wanted to wait until November or December was over. I have quite a few things to mention before twenty twenty one is gone. Looking back when twenty twenty one begin I thought it would have been better than twenty twenty. Reason for thinking that at the time were plans and goals I had for myself. Next year could be a better as far as that goes. I can't speak quickly on things. I will have to make things happen. At this point I say why not. As I mentioned before it's not too late. Sometimes that's the way life is. Everyone goes through different situations from it. I'm referring to life the is. Back to what I wanted to say about twenty twenty one. For everything in the beginning it was okay. January, February and March

Is what I'm referring to. Then things took a turn for the worst in April. When Angel went to the veterinarian doctor. My mom, sisters and nephew were at the appointment. We thought Angel would have went back home with us. Instead she left the next day due to test and x-ray. The rest of those details were mentioned in another earlier blog post. We couldn't believe it given that Angel was eating and walking around. She was being herself before that appointment in April. We wanted Angel to make it. On June third she passed away. It was during another veterinarian visit. Meaning we wanted a second opinion from a different veterinarian. It turned out Angel didn't have a heart condition. She had cancer in her lungs. The veterinarian was very knowledgeable and sincere about our situation. He understood that Angel had cancer. I felt beyond terrible inside. It still gets me six months later. For November things were okay. I can't really say it was great. I'm not a pessimist at all. Thanksgiving day was good because of being with my family. I could also say December was okay and decent. I'm grateful for many things including my family. The first three months along with holiday season was the highlight of this year. It's ironic in some ways to say that. I meant with the holiday season. It wasn't the same with Angel not here anymore. I thought about memories of past holidays with her. I never took that for granted. For this year I've gotten a good amount of writing done. In twenty twenty two I plan to continue. Although I have greater plans with that. I have quite a few goals for twenty twenty two. Most importantly I'm grateful for my family. It wasn't easy at all. Getting through the tough times is what matters. For the rest of tonight I will watch the new year's eve countdown. Peace until next time.