Merry Christmaass🎄🎄

I know it's still Christmas but.if you think about it just a few little days before it's 2026 and honestly I just wanna say 2025 had it's moments alright. I've had years that weren't the best but this year it was different new school, new friends, fake new friends and on top of all that wishes that seems to be allergic to coming true. At the end of it all only one person has really been there Jesus..I was about to low-key commit when I felt a presence there in that room as I held that knife in my hands and I suddenly felt peace peace that I haven't felt before ..I went to my phone and I saw one video on my FYP the first video was a "message for the daughters" and I usually skip videos like that but something made me click it and surprisingly it spoke about my situation and it made me understand that I wasn't disgusting and I wasn't some kind of yucky mucky blob of uselessness and that I had a purpose and I had a lot of potential to become an amazing person one day and I believe and I know the year is basically over but five days isn't too little for God to do something,for me to become the version of me I wish to be and it most certainly isn't too little for you either so I know it's a very long speech and you prolly don't like reading (I don't either)  and that's okay but I just want to tell you to keep going and never give up and that you may not be in your highest yet but trust me when I say that you are getting there and your doing great LEEP GOING LOVIE..and don't forget Christmas isn't all about presents and decor rather it is about love and having fun and also about Jesus..so make this day worth it. Love you soooo much and merryyyyy CHRISMAAAAASSSS🎄🎄🎄