christmas eve

my entire family decided to get together at our house for christmas eve and while everyones talking and eating and stuff im in my room sitting at my pc in the dark, and im keeping my door open so i can make the excuse that 'if someone really wanted to talk, they couldve'

ive kinda always been the awkward one in the family who's in an age range that no one else is in

everyones either at least three years older than me or three years younger, and i always feel a bit left out, so im embracing it by keeping myself out

merry christmas guys