My experience with Having Bipolar disorder

Sooo I was diagnosed with type 1 bipolar when I was 12.

It’s been a wild ride that’s one thing. It’s been weird.

I’ve been on medication for more then half my life.

I’ve been sent to hospitals more then once.

(Some places are better than others.)

My anxiety and anger are really horrible on some days.

I freak out sometimes but it’s been so much better the last year. It’s just scary sometimes.

I’m a super nice sweet sunny person but sometimes I just feel like shit. 

One of the nice things though is that I get through it reasonably fast but I’m exhausted and can’t remember anything. 

Sometimes I go weeks without remembering anything and I’ve woken up in the ER not knowing what’s going on. 

When I was 15 I was sent to a group home and that sucked.

I thought I met some trust worthy friends but I mostly don’t talk to any of them except for a few really beautiful people. It’s been super hard with all this and I hope that if anyone on here sees this with any mental health issues please reach out I’m here to be a frien