23/12/25

So today has been an okay day. I’m really struggling with anxiety and my BPD, but the new medication my psychiatrist prescribed is helping me get through it. I stayed up, tidied my room, watched some podcasts, and tried to motivate myself with little things.

Now I’m going to have dinner—tortilla española and some olives—and before I go to sleep, I’ll do my press-on nails: a French Y2K-inspired manicure with some gold crosses.

 I’m listening to “Watching the Wheels” by John Lennon. There’s something about the way he just pauses and watches life go by… it makes my day feel a little softer, a little more bearable.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZBsTeGwSyE