my birthday is tmr and i feel sick with the thought of getting older. i donβt want to age. i wanna stay like this forever. i just feel immense sadness when i think about getting older or not being a teenager anymore. it feels like iβm grieving myself while still alive, like iβm decaying each day that passes, losing my value. i donβt want to think like this, i just want to be happy and confident in myself.
my birthday is tmr.
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RunningWithAnAfro
I'm in the best shape I've ever been. Decaying bodies only happens to couch potatoes
AlienEarthling
Yeah, I feel you, buddy. I don't want to grow up and spend the rest of my life doing 9-5 till I'm in the ground. I feel like I should be making the most of my life, doing all the activities I love to their fullest. But here I am, squandering it all away, sitting here scrolling as the clock ticks on. I feel empty, useless. I wish I weren't so lazy. But happy birthday, though! Best wishes!
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thank you so much!!
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