1 H8 christmas, any1else?

I hate this Christmas. Where I am rn there is no snow, there’s only rain and gray clouds. We have no snow and no Christmas feeling. 

Also my family has decided to bake cookies 4 our relatives and literally no one pulls their shit except for me. I search up the recepies, I calculate what we need and how much we need for each person, I plan everything and they literally do nish.

Also, once I show my plan to the others they start commenting and criticizing it like ok how about u find your own recepies then. 

Not to mention that we dont do anything together. Like all they do is sit and watch TV or scroll on their phones, we dont do anything Christmassy or family like at all. And when I ask them if I could meet up a friend later on (mind u after Christmas) they tell me that they’re unsure because ”we might do something with the family” yeah sure :/ we might do something but we might also do nish and just sit and do nothing like we always do.

I feel like I’m trapped in some fuckass basic sims simulation and I’m literally dreaming about being put out of my misery. 

It’s just so stressful and you always have to be overly nice and overly talkative. I have no issue with being kind or talking to ppl but I have nothing in common with these people, we dont share anything together. It just feels like a game of play pretend. 

I’m thankful ofcourse because many people have it way worse than me and have even more horrible situations regarding Christmas. But the literal stress of the situation for me is absolutely horrible.

Any1 else having a shitty Christmas?