this is soooo pathetic but like. ugh.

i want more friends, and i have NO idea where to start getting them. i know theres probably people at my school, but the people at my school have either been rude to me or rude to my (small group of) friends.

the people that are nice are the same people that make really awkward comments/jokes about anime characters.

DONT GET ME WRONG

i do NOT mind when people like characters, or even feel connections, but its really scary sometimes to wanna make a new friend, and they immediately start talking about yanking it to a minor character, ykwim???

i know i cant be picky when it comes to making friends, really, i cant. i know im weird, i know i dont have a lot going for me, i just really wish it wasnt so hard to make a connection. the last time i really truly felt like i BELONGED was in middle school, and that was a WHILE ago u`u