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I wish I could say that and mean that as in I'm an average Joe, and not as in the negative connotation of boring.
I'm a boring person, I live a boring life. I try to not be negative on myself but I really do live an objectively uninteresting life: I watch no movies, I read no books, I play no games, I listen to no music, I barely have hobbies, I have no occupation, I have no social skills and I spend all of my days at home and almost never going out, I'm not even exaggerating.
My life is just as exciting as someone who's in a retirement home. I'm not bullying myself I'm just saying the facts.
You ever wonder what the hell do I even do all day with this fabulous amount of time? nothing, I waste it. I don't spend my time learning skills, I don't practice on anything, I don't learn any special techniques that take years to perfect. I stagnate as the same exact incompetent person, the only thing that changes about me is whatever's written in my DNA, I never change change.
I'm both a greedy time waster and I don't even have anything interesting to tell you. I never have any funny stories, any "lore" about me. I've lived a hollow life where only my most bare of basic needs were met, I was managed and kept content enough so I wouldn't try to do anything funny.
All of the things I could tell you were moments where I wasn't there to witness it or experience it. My personality has only formed due to other people that could tell me their stories.
With my greedy time wasting habits and the fact I never ever naturally developed myself. My teenage years have been eaten and chowed away and now I'm approaching 17 years in 2026 and I'm still comparable to when I was 8 years old. It's sad but I've did this to myself, I can't get mad at the people around me because I've manually climbed down this narrow hole. I should've said hello to people more when I was still growing but since I never thought about it at that exact moment you could pin the blame onto me.
I can trick myself into thinking I have a personality with my interests table, but I'm unsure if I even like them for them to even be worth mentioning in the first place. I only know very surface-level information about the things I like and I don't memorize any sort of obscure facts to impress you with. Don't ask me for my favorite color, animal, song, or any piece of media. I don't have an answer for you, other than a "I don't like animals" which according to others makes me an evil wretched person.
I don't have a personality, and I shouldn't be upset if nobody wants to be friends with me because I'm factually a boring person. I'm not bullying myself, I'm just telling you the facts.
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✧Pixie the Moon's daughter✧
⊹ ࣪ ˖₊˚⊹♡⟢⁺˚⋆｡°✩₊When a depressive episode hitted me two months ago, i began to have your same life..𖥔 ݁ ˖🥮.𖥔 ݁ ˖
⟣∼✶I used to do art, i did it everyday, for hours and hours, then, i realized that i was doing that just to be loved, to be receive applauses...I am quite of a narcisist (not pathologically, but it affects my life a bit), i can't do anything without being sure that someone else is going to notice me and say "you did a good job".*ੈ✩‧₊˚
୨(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶).𖥔 ݁ ˖But, at the same time, i don't want anyone in my life, just for the sake of attention (don't get me wrong, i love my online friends, but i can't neither lie saying that part of the reasons i like them so much is because they shower me with compliments, they are so interested in me, they like to watch my YouTube videos ecc) i have relationships.🎆💋✨
°｡⋆⸜ ୭ 🧷 ✧ ˚. So...I am in this situation, like you, but you, being 16 years old, can still permit yourself to have this life, me at the other hand have this NEET life for 4 years (my father is getting old and i should live alone one day and having a little corner about being with other people).*‧₊.˚⋆*.‧
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
hads
Honestly, I'd say I get it, because I would've a year or two back. I saw these skits of "the dull couple" on tiktok and they reminded me of myself sometimes. The comments are always overwhelmingly positive, "they seem happy" is a frequent one and that reminded me that being "boring" is completely fine and dandy.
Confetti boy
well do u want one idk i just picked mine one day
Garf
This may just me projecting myself onto you because the way you describe your life is identical to how I'd describe mine, so much so that this post felt like a slog to get through to be honest. But I imagine your a pleasant person to be around once someone gives you a chance. If you are anything like me I thought it might feel good to read that. I like the color red but I don't really love any animal in particular to where I can name a 'favorite'. I guess we're both evil wretched people lmao
de4d_RebL(chainsaw)
i have the same ish reaction to others in this comment section, u lwk interest me more than if i were to see an eye catching tittle on a blog just for it to be sum bs common sense, not to like complement you as if u were to be pitted or smth but i genuinely found it relatable to myself and the way you worded it ws perfect, so i would say that counts as a type of skill
i imagine u as a personality who i would love to have a convo of, not interests or telling past occurences, like in general problems or deep convos
dyle
ur gonna be like immanuel kant on ur retirement bed saying “it’s fine”
I looked up the guy... I'll assume what your saying is a compliment, thanks by the way.
When I make my blogs, I usually make them with a loose promise for them to be short but then they just end up being lengthy because I have so much to say and I could blabber endlessly, but I found out the root reason as to why.
I write out all of my blogs on my computer.
I written this reply on my phone and I could feel my fingers being handicapped due to how cumbersome it is to write a single word on this good for nothing touch screen keyboard...
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Feef33
Lowkey I think ur pretty interesting. Can't find a way to describe it tho
kiko!
but how does one ... do nothing? do you consume media? do you enjoy media? do you have tiktok or instagram? you dont read books or watch movies or shows so like... what do you wear? does anything bring joy to your life? have you got passions? do you practice a religion? any political beliefs? what does your room look like? is it decorated? you say you dont go outside so do you meditate? do you have dreams? do you daydream? do you want anything in life? what career are you interested in having? do you have a sense of self?
and i'm not asking this for you to answer, these are just the questions that come up when i read this blog. you interest me a lot and not in the, i want to fix you way. i just want to know what⏤no, who you are? maybe not why, because thats none of my business but im really⏤ i want to get to know you
im going to send you a friend request, i hope my profile isn't too colorful for you. and also i just realized you have 0 friends um maybe that should be an indicator
by kiko!; ; Report
No your profile is fine. Thanks for that comment it makes me feel like I'm a specimen being studied. (hopefully not negative connotation)
by Norrie; ; Report
I am now studying a Norrie in the wild. watch as they browse spacehey in their free time, engaging through blog comments
by kiko!; ; Report
lmfao
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Xx_p4tcristai_xX
oof that's just life ig :/ staying home isn't a bad thing tho :D i h8 going outside