Shootin my shot with my crush with my eyes closed ⊹ ࣪ ˖

(12/21)

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I have a HUGE crush on this guy and we'll call him X. (Like the app, I'm not explaining why I'm calling him that but everything will make sense later). 

I've had feelings for X. for MONTHS. However, I can't make moves on him because of one HUGE problem.

He has a girlfriend, so I have to leave them alone.

Actually, change that "Has" into "Had". 

Turns out, X. broke up with his girlfriend. I heard this from one of my friends (We'll call her somethin like Glitter Sparkle Jump rope Queer-Uh I mean Queen! Bc she'd like a whimsical name like that), she messaged me about what happened and he even said that X. is looking for recommendations on if he should date anyone next...😈 

So, being a good friend she asked if she could play cupid and try to get us together.

I think you could guess what I said back.

Glitter Sparkle Jump rope Queen asked him about what he thinks about me and GOOD NEWS HE THINKS IM PRETTY!!! She showed me screenshots of him saying "She's pretty, I'll say that" (Idk what I'll say that means tho). And she showed me more screenshots of her asking whats the % chance of him making a move on me/us being together and he said 55%...

Honestly HELL YEAH I'll take that! 55% rounded is basically 60% and 55% is defiantly more "Yes" than "No" so maybe he just needs to know me more and I am A-Okay with that!

YES! But also a thought I had when the idea of us being together came to me, I have to make sure the other woman knows I'm not against her. 

X. Has a few Exes, two I think and there's also another girl who likes him. I know the girlfriend he most recently broke up with, she's pretty, funny, and she also has been really kind towards me (Sort of). And I don't want it to make it seem like I hate her or something, I know she probably doesn't mind because SHE hates him too! Those two were gonna break up eventually and the girlfriend does NOT like men AT ALL 😭 

Let's call her "Paris" and Paris is DEFINITALY on the wlw side, Glitter Sparkle Jump rope Queen even told me that when they got together Paris told her that "She wished that he was a women instead" 😭🙏

Anyways, what I'm trying to say is that for whatever reason they broke up I'm on Paris' side, because I know Paris' more than I know X. and why would a man be there.

Anyways, I'll just see how this plays out.

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