I want to take an MC so bad

(medical leave)

unfortunately i’ve used all 14 days the company allocated for us. if i were to take an off now it’d eat into my annual leave and i wanna bring some over to next year.

partly cos MCR’s SEA leg of the LLTBP tour got postponed last min and i cant change my flights… so i gotta go to KL twice next year. and that will eat into my leaves AND wallet.

im like.. gonna be late for work rn, but i really feel like crap. my airways are so clogged with mucus and its so hard to breathe ughhhhh 

i know its gonna be alright, im gonna have a fantastic time when i go to KL in april and later in nov again for the concert. i’ll even probably have a good day too, my close colleagues are back from their off, i will have a shoot today and i get to be part of the production team. plus the weekend that just passed was great too, went to the gym, had secret santa and my santa got me 2 CD albums (The black parade is dead! and Danger Days ;-; sob sob im so happy about that).

I’ve got a lot to be happy about, I’ll think about that. But it still does suck, when I’m consistently trying to breathe through my mucus filled airways, having low-grade fever aches, and slightly coughing from the post-nasal drip every 5 seconds. 

anyway, thanks for reading if you did. i’m just spending time on the commute to work.