Divorce sucks

I hate it so muchhhhhh

I’ve been down recently and my mom got mad at me today. I had plans with friends and she told me I have to cancel them because she feels like I’m walking over her?? 

Idk bruh I’m just struggling a lot especially with Christmas. She feels like I only talk to her when I want something. To be honest that’s kind of true but i don’t know man. I was looking forward to tonight so much and now I can’t go out. 

Third world problems I know but I just want a break from life. It’s been so hard recently and I have no one to talk to about it. 

There’s my rant. It sucks when the normal parent is strict and the bad one is chill. Hate everything right now