12/20/25

12/20/25

i missed a day again sorry ive been barely motivated to do anything so posting blogs has been a struggle ... i am officially on break now Yayyy  i feel so nervous like i have to go back to school even though i know i dont..i just feel perpetually anxious for something no matter what . uummmm i dont really know what to write about lowkey cuz i havent really done much the past few days......i really want to replay portal rn. i keep thinking about it The turrets especially...turrets and the personality cores (not wheatley i love him but i liek the other ones a lot Especciiallylyyy space core hes so me) GRAH i want to replayyyy so baddd i was so happy when i was last fixated on portal like 3 years ago......i realize that the portal fixation is a recurring thing because i first got into the game in 2020 and got realllyyy into it again in 2023 and now its coming back to me in almost 2026. its just awesome man  .  Hmmm recently i have been contemplating using mainly it/its online because i Do not wish to be percieved i just want to be seen as part of teh internet and not as a real person behind the screen Lowkey.... im literalyl just part of the computer bro. i dunno . im so tired dude i need to sleep for 800 years i literally did nothing today but i feel so exhausted i think the mental burnout is physically manifesting itself Bruh

today is day 567 no shinjiro and 539 no makoto Six saaayvennnn six sayven six ssaaayyyyyvennnnnn