What happens when you don't know what to do?

I ask this question to myself more often these days actually. My life kinda completely changed when I move to another city for college. As a person, I grew myself out from my shell... at least I want to think like that. But the more I become a free person, more questions came by to my mind. Unfortunately, I can't answer them. That makes me wonder about one more thing: What happens when you don't know what to do?

Isn't it makes you feel like you are way behind of the other people when you see them figure out what to do? In general? I, myself, don't know what to do. With my life, with my future, with my present life, with my lunch choice... Yeah, I don't even know what to eat at lunch. It is funny but it's the truth. What's even more funnier is when I told this to someone they immediately start talking about how it's okay to feel that way and I will figure things out eventually. Like no way Sherlock Holmes, I definetely couldn't figure this out without you LOL. 

That's the main thing that makes me feel weird. Just because I don't know what to do with my life right now, doesn't mean that I'm not aware about this phase. I hate when people pity about this. And sometimes even if you do know what to do, doesn't mean that you can do it. It's all about the conditions. If I don't have the chance to live the way I know that I want because of the circumstances, it doesn't matter if I know what to do or not. It's always about matching the thing you want to do in your life with your life circumstances. Otherwise, you are no different than a person without any purpose. 

So, it doesn't matter what happens when you don't know what to do, actually. You'll figure it out one day. Important thing is that you shouldn't let people make you feel bad about it just because they know what to do. In the end, we all like to think that we are the better person. But being the better person is way more complicating than it looks. 

xoxo 💋💋