new year's resolutions

i did pretty well until july when my dad died. i took 2 months of life and just basically lived til i finally started back up with it. i did tho keep my duolingo streak up the whole time so it wasn't a complete failure. 

so what do this year? basically it is going to be tracking health because since my dad's passing, i have noticed both mental and chronic illnesses that i had gotten under control have gotten bad again and so i need to work on getting back on track. 

i also have some gross adulting things i need to get done which was put on hold after my dad's death. i told myself that i would start to do them again in the new year because my focus was other places and that is ok.

finally i am going to work in my lists of media i want to comsume. i have lists of artists/bands/playlists i was to listen to, movies to watch, tv shows to binge, and books to read. 

i also have a list of things i wanted to do but didn't get to do because my dad died. mostly late summer and early fall things. mostly just getting thru all of the paper pulp i made two years ago that i was going to work on to FINALLY get rid of it all but you know... that didn't happen. 

i don't really have set goals of getting specifics amounts done because i know my energy and free time are different everyday. so i tend to make them open ended on amount so even a tiny bit helps with keeping the habit.