things on my mind

It's funny how you can be exhausted all day, and then when it's time for bed, BAM, your brain is like haha jk. The latest on my mind, is how I'm 31 and don't have any kids. Growing up I had always wanted to be a mom before I hit 30. I didn't want to be a parent watching their child graduate when I'm 50 looking like a grandma. I have people that make me feel like I shouldn't try having kids now because I'm too old. I also think about where I'm at compared to my friends. Nothing in my life has gone the way I wanted, which I know happens to a lot of people. I just look around where I'm at. I can say, I got an apartment on my own and am starting a side business making tshirts and stickers. My life is just different now. I've gone through things that most people don't.