It's cold as balls outside

The one and singular time I went outside this winter I got sick and it ruined any sort of future christmas spirit I could've had, so I completely understand people that refuse to leave their house in this type of weather.

I think am going to fucking cry though because I realize I only left my house like twice this year what the hell am I even doing with my life I'm pasty when I look at myself in the mirror and I'm technically a neet so that makes me even more of a fucking loser I can feel myself beginning to like anime holy shit I see the light.

I spent most of these cold december days in my bed though wrapped up like a burrito, and it's not like I have any plans so I don't even keep track of what day it is at this rate. The only decent part of being sick is having no appetite so I can just bedrot and live off of chips lmao I also like to drink nyquil straight from the bottle and get knocked out for 12 hours btw that was a lie I'm not actually that cool I take my nyquil from medicine cups I'm actually a boring as balls person I'm still going to fucking cry by the fact I spend 99.5% of my days in my house I'm not even exaggerating that 0.5% goes to when I'm dragged out of the house for shit like birthday parties anyways goodbye I haven't put a singular comma in here I hope reading this was just as fun as I take my nyquil from medicine cups like a boring bartholomew