Aughhhh…

Woke up today feeling horrible. Even without all the stuff from the past few nights. My head hurts so goddamn bad and I have to wait like ten minutes to even turn on the light. Now I see why Lara keeps those bandages on. Natural sunblockers, haha.. 

I keep coughing up gross stuff, and when im too active my side hurts really bad. Its taking me forever to actually unpack everything because its impossible to move sometimes. It helps to lay on the cold floor. I feel like an old woman! Im only 18! 

Trying to stay optimistic, but the painkillers rnt working anymore. They only make the pain dull instead of a sharp stabbing. Im sure itll be fine. Maybe I’ll try to sleep it off.