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I am not at a risk of death

Apparently my cavity developed so much, I might die? 

I have had this cavity for quite some time already. I asked mom for help when it only started showing. She told me not to touch it since it didn't hurt. So I didn't, but I kept bringing it up. 

This summer, august, I legit greeted her from work with my mouth open and asking for help. She told me that okay, she'll help, but I have to go get the doctor's number or make an appoinment myself. I, of course, didn't. I am 17 and I didn't feel like it was my place to do so, and soon enough I was busy with studies at uni and part time work.

This morning my sister tells me what my parents discussed, and apparently from dentist's words, and that was a pretty good dentist, the case was so bad I need an even better dentist. My internal organs or something could be injured or infected already and I might need operation and... I might die.

My sister cried a little about it, I calmed her down cause she was supposed to go to school.

I don't know how to feel. My first thought was 'Is that how all people feel when they hear the coud die? Confused and not believing?'

I dunno man. I'm kind of teary now and confused. I don't know if I should tell anybody, I'm scared.

No layout for this entry, I'm not in the mood for that.


UPDATE 

OH MY GOD BRUHHHHHHHH MY SISTER'S AND MOM'S DRAMATIC ASSES FOR SURE GOT INTO MY HEAD 

im gonna be just fine jesus fucking christ

also... i am rather silly to consider this in the 1st place but hey, when a dentist says ur case so bad u need a better one u just cant help but get anxious abt it so yes.

mannnnn


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antipatic

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>Last online 5 days ago
Man. I hope you're okay


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im alright just these finals kicking my ass. also my mom and my sister were dramatic af, im gonna be alrighty

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im glad to hear it. from girlstruggler to dentalstruggler and back to girlstruggler again

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Also Merry Christmas!

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Merry christmas to u too

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Irene

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Holy shit dude, I hope you get better. I’m sorry you gotta go through all of that I can’t imagine how your feeling


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I feel better now but I'm very confused and kind of stressed, thx man

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