Fist fighting my loneliness

Loneliness is a disease that i can't get rid of. Idk why i feel lonely tho. I have so many people by my side but at the same time no one is listening to what i have to say or just feel like they don't care. This shit sucks so much bc i can't enjoy certain things just bc i feel lonely every single fucking day. I started to take notes every single time that i felt lonely and there is a lot of them. I'm sick and tired of this. Why do i feel this way? Why? I need an answer. What is the reason for this?