Drunk mistake or am I losing my mind???

Hey I'm Hana!!!!

I'm gonna write about something thats kinda bothering me for the past week. Like its not something important but I cant help myself from thinking sometimes :< 

So I had this friend (lets call him Banana for the privacy reasons?). We meet through my streams on twitch at the beginning of this year and we really hit it off. He was kinda bullying me (not in a mean way) and I did the same. He usually lost against me in that battle. We didnt talk too much other than my streams. When I decided to stop streaming I finally gave him my Instagram. We still didnt talk too much. Not until I came to his city for university this September. We started talking a little more and more. Topics of our conversations were mostly about philosophy and politics. He is studying socialogy so I could easily ask my questions to him. 

One day when we were talking, he offered to give me some books for me to understand the things that I'm curious about. I said yes and we picked a day and a place to meet. But here is the thing: I never saw his face or heard his voice. I was kinda nervous but meet up with him anyway. He was a regular guy tho, not a weirdo. I mean he's a weirdo but not in a creepy way. Anyways we chatted for an hour and a half and then say goodbye. We met two weeks later, I gave him his books and we had some coffee. It was better than the first time. He said he often thinks that he's crazy but I'm even crazier than him (that's a compliment btw). 

Here we come to our main topic, last friday. So last friday night we went to grab a couple of drink. At the beginning everything was fine we were having our normal conversation (about weird and nerdy stuffs). He says he doesnt get drunk that easily normally. But after three beers he was completely drunk. We were discussing stuff, he was trying to win but my arguments were strong so he was defeated again. He sighed, hold his head over his cap and started saying some stuff that made me think right now. "Women are smarter than men. I'm already trying to compete with that but you're smarter than me. An as if that's not enough, you're beautiful. You're so beautiful." Then he lay his head on to the table. I laughed, he was telling me that I'm beautiful but this time... I dont know. I reached to take the dirt from his chin, but then he kissed my palm. Again and again. I was frozen for a while but then I took my hand. Like I mean, hello??? You dont kiss your friends palm??? After we leave the pub, he took my arm because he couldnt walk properly. He kept complimenting me and we joked and and... HE ASKED FOR A KISS... on the cheek but yk it still counts. 

There's more but I think thats enough for now. I dont know what to do or what to feel because it is not what you think that would happen so... Anyways. 

Bye for now xoxo