Okay so i don't know how it happened, maybe it was some kind of xmas miracle or smth but about two or three weeks ago i once again started to feel like i'm alive?? and it might sound stupid but i truly believe that Haikyuu was what got me out of the hole of brain fog
4 context i struggle with pretty light brainfog, my memory is shitty, i can't focus on tasks, my hobbies and interests. It's like forgeting every piece of media that you once loved without any excitement or will to explore it again IT'S AWFUL and so i decited to stop the cicle and work on getting back my life conciousnes!!
"How does it even relate to Haikyuu BLAH?" You may ask but worry NOT since here is the answer >:J
Afew weeks ago after winning a second place in a volleyball competition i decited that it was a perfect oportunity to finaly re-watch Haikyuu (re-watch being a strong word since the last time i treid to watch it i didn't even reach ep 10). I was fully ready to drop it after a day since bffr Haikyuu is a little boring, i don't like the way fem characters are presented and objectified yapa yapa yapa - Ive tried to watch Nana and couldn't finish it, I've tried re-watching HxH wich is my FAVORITE anime and still couldn't feel a twinge of interest..
Haikyuu?
Apparently Haikyuu was exactly what my brain needed to defrost. Now i'm not on some high episode yet but after a few weeks of trying to watch a one series to the end i think ep15 is a great score! Surprisingly i'm feeling better overall, i've noticed that my focus is getting better with each episode and i got so hyped about focusing on one serie that i tried to get into other stuff that i abandoned over the hole of doomscrolling TikTok, I'm on chapter 4 of "Cry of Fear", went to a concert of one of the bands that i like with my friends and i've even started to use my planer!!!
idk how long will it last but I FEEL SO ALIVEEEE. If you ever feel like you're loosing your life, go watch Haikyuu
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